I have decided to take my mental health seriously and decided to see a therapist and psychologist. I was given an anti-depressant and a serotonin booster. Weekly therapy sessions are also in the plans for me. This is all new for me, I've never done this before. I hope that this helps, not only for the short term, but also the long run. I want to be happy like I used to be. I am really tired and want to stop crying so much.