Having a hard time of it lately. My bouts of sadness and depression are magnified by a family crisis. The overall morose feelings have made me not very fun to be around. I’d call this a drinking day. Compound all my feeling and add a very horrible sore throat. Yeah, my crying jags are coming more often. I cry over every single little thing today. I try adding to my novel-to my fanfiction- to anything and I end up with nothing. Just staring at the screen trying to figure out what the hell am I doing. I’m more than likely going internet/email free the next week. I need to figure out what I’m going to do. Maybe more than a week. I just need to get my act together…so to speak.